When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose work I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me? (Psalm 57:3-4)
Did you know that there are over 20,000 species of butterflies and moths? They all begin their existence on this earth as a worm-like creature that crawls along the ground seeking the substance that will sustain its life. This lowly worm has long been used as an example of life lessons, in part because species in this group will at some point demonstrate what is called a “complete metamorphosis.” Have you ever experienced or known someone who had a complete transformation?
Once my life was lived in bondage and fear, bound to circumstances I had no control over, or so I thought. The fear was physical, mentally draining and all-consuming. In my early adulthood, I was trapped in abuse and turmoil. Not knowing where to turn for help, being naïve and immature paralyzed my ability to think clearly and find solutions.
The caterpillar clings to earth and plants for survival. I clung to lies, to ignorance of the truth, hoping someone, or a change in circumstance, an elusive miracle would suddenly banish my fears and break my chains. The decision to marry at age sixteen to escape the dysfunction of living in a home with an alcoholic father created a situation that spiraled into heartbreak and divorce. Even though I was a Christian, I suffered from a lack of knowledge and understanding .
The force of nature, designed by the hand of God, propels the caterpillar to a point of change. It seeks a place to build a cocoon that encases its body. The creature becomes immobile. In the dark, quiet stillness there is a natural surrender to nature that results in the transformation. When the dormant time is over, the new creature begins to move, to struggle and work free. The miracle has taken place but it is this final struggle that the wings are open to fly.
There came a time when I surrendered my fears to the Lord. I spent time in study and prayer with a precious mentor. I sought godly counsel. Most of all, I spent time alone with God in prayer. My life lay dormant during that time. God taught me that when I am weak, He is strong. The circumstances in my life did not change, the turmoil was still present, but I began to change. God is the Master of transformation. The struggle was not easy but I learned to break free and fly with His help.
Be anxious for nothing, but in all things through prayer and petition, with Thanksgiving, make your request known to God. And the peace that passes all understanding will keep your heart and minds through Christ Jesus .Philippians 4:6-7
True freedom comes from Jesus Christ our Lord.
Do you need a transformation in your life today? What do you think of the journey of the butterfly?
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